coughing, etc.
2008-03-04

I am trying my best to beat what ever this is I have. I think what I need most is sleep.

Have I slept? Not enough. Yawn.

I want to blame this all on Logan. I think half the time, he means to get mey sick. Even when he's sick, he thinks he can still have one thing.

Sex.

Yes, thats my boyfriend. All he wants is love and he thinks that'll heal him. Then when I'm sick. He thinks that'll do the trick too.

Work has been a real headache too. Even when I am on time, I feel like I'm not using my time wise enough.

Ever have those days where your mind goes blank? Well, I feel I've had weeks of those, lately.

I guess I'm doing ok. I have so many times wanted to quit this job in fear of being fired over some strange thing.

But I have to admit. I love the hours. Its not like I'm stuck at a bank doing data entry from mid night til morning. I love the fact to be so close to where Logan works that I can walk down the street and meed him for lunch. Although, most times we do brownbag it.

And I know he'd be lost if I quit.

Anyway, I'm feeling better. I'll be even better to have some iced tea. My throat wants something cold.

I should clean house. Although, I know its just an apartment. But do I want to? Of course, not.

Maybe I'll lay in bed and read. Or take a hot bubble bath. Yeah, something relaxing. That is if I don't cough my head off, first.