more than the friend zone
2007-04-25

Things are working out better than I expected. I don't know why I thought this would be hard with Logan.

Its so...I don't what the word is, but it makes me smile. God, what an idiot I've been, wasteing all this time, and..and now, its so good.

Really.

And I've seen a change in him too. I think he wants more now, out of life. Like finding a better job. He wants me to find a better job too.

Meanwhile, he's the only guy who can give the best foot rubs. Yeah, I'm glad things worked out.

I haven't heard from Jeremy. And I'm afraid when I do, it won't be good. But maybe I'm wrong. Maybe he's ok.

I want to know, but then I don't. I don't think we could ever be in the friend zone.