how crazy can it get?
2007-03-22

I stayed at Logan's last night.

I didn't have anywhere else to go. I don't want to be with Jeremy anymore.

I don't really know for sure if Jeremy gets that yet because I left before he could get in to it with about how he doesn't trust me.

I think he knows about Logan and me. Maybe thats why I went there. At least Jeremy didn't show up, but I don't think he knows he moved into the house on cemetary road. There are other people who live there in this old farm house. Actually, its within walking distance from the apartment.

Logan says it wouldn't cost me much to live there if I want to.

I'm not sure I want to.

I don't know these people. There's one girl who has a baby, and... and I think she likes Logan. So it feels strange being there. You know, like I'm interrupting something.

Its just last night I didn't have any place to go. I didn't feel like calling Mom and worrying her.

I don't guess Jeremy called her because she hasn't called me.

I guess Logan got what he wanted. We slept together. Now the small of my back hurts.

Not from the sex (that part was good, which I'm kind of ashame to admit now), but sleeping in that small bed of his.

God, when I look at his room now and all the fast food trash from Sonic, its like, how could I have slept here, little alone have sex here.

Yes, he got on at Sonic. I think thats all he eats now.

I'm not sure he slept though, because when I woke up this morning he was watching me sleep. Which I found a little freaky yet comforting.