unexpected
2006-07-09

Things are different, but not so different too.

I mean, I look forward to seeing Jeremy. I don't know what it is. You know, he just makes me smile.

I really like holding hands with him. He seems to really care about my car too. He filled it up with gas yesterday while I was at work. Which I wasn't expecting. Even Mom was shocked about that.

Anyway, I'm not sure what it realy is, you know. Its everything about him. His smile. His hair. His skin. I just really like watching him...even eat. Its the simpelist things.

And I'm not in this state worrying about tomorrow about us, you know. Its just calm...and real. And yet all these little unexpected things too. Especially, when he'll bring these finger foods for an impromptu picnic and stuff.

He's so not what I expected.