hot tomatos
2006-06-29

Lately, all I want to do when I come home from work is take a nap. Its especially, hot out there today. And this morning, I had to help out with the plants at the store which are all on clearence by the way. Their are tomato plants with green tomatoes on the already. So I brought one home for my Mom. It might be the only way she can raise any tomatoes this year. Although, she seems to think the plant will break.

See where I get all my optomism from?

So yeah, I came home. Didn't even eat, just went straight to bed. I had a dream about Jeremy. A dream that we went far away in his old truck.

I was suddenly at my grandparents with him, because I remember the pond and the thicket of oak trees. He was catching crawdads, and he kept wanting me to hold one. He kept saying I had to trust him. I just laughed. It was him who I was worried about. It was the crawdad.

Now I need tea. Hot or iced. Doesn't matter. And a cheese sandwich with mayo would be great too. I'm starving.

I feel like I haven't eaten for days. I hope Jeremy calls me soon. If he doesn't, I'm gonna..I don't know what I'll do.

Its just...he called last night. Didn't really say much. I know he was trying to tell me something, but he just couldn't do it. I should have asked questions, but I didn't.

When will I see him, again?