little fixes can't help the big ones
2006-06-21

I feel like I need to climb out of something. I'm just not sure what.

So this whole Sebastian thing just busted. Just like that. I'm really glad we weren't anymore serious than we were. But still, big emotional attachment here. Unfortunately.

I'm not going to let it get to me. Just whatever.

Steve called. Asked if I'd be around this weekend. I was like, "What the hell?" I told him I was busy. No, thank you to him. No, thank you.

Seeing him would be a totally bad idea. I'd want to know stuff about how life is in Iowa and crap then he'd take advantage of that.

Gotta keep my distance. Gotta stay strong. I must be the weakest of all at times. Especially, if Steve was around right now.